toriii

wpw

Sun, 17 Aug 2008 05:02:30 GMT

where the fuck did the summer go?

Sat, 14 Jun 2008 01:01:29 GMT

TOMORROW I'M LEAVING FOR DISNEYWORLD!
see you in a week.

Sat, 22 Mar 2008 00:20:36 GMT

i think the next pack of cigarettes i'm going to buy are going to be menthol.

Thu, 20 Mar 2008 05:17:35 GMT

soon soon soon we will be in our own place and everything we settle down. i can't wait to get back into a routine instead of this crazy time schedule i've running on these past couple weeks. until then, i'm sorry i keep missing phone calls and shiz. blahblahblah.

work's good though. it's so fucking chill. like, really all i do is sit there with the one lady. occasionally she has something to go do and i'll drive her there. but besides that she just likes to sit at the kitchen table by herself.
and the other one that lives at the house is basically on her own.

i like working at hope.

funny

Thu, 13 Mar 2008 04:05:34 GMT

things i've found funny in the past couple days:

i saw the word 'jaunt' in a knitting pattern. like, the actually slang word JAUNT.

the fact that dan lilley left his girlfriend in his room for the better part of a day while he went to a sound check for his band. (she never came out.)

ok. that's it, but those two are worth it to me.

Fri, 07 Mar 2008 15:24:40 GMT

"i'm sorry but you guys have the craziest group of friends that i know" - kate.

yeah, that about sums it up.

Sat, 01 Mar 2008 01:52:35 GMT

i actually feel like i'm part of a family again.

Tue, 12 Feb 2008 17:59:24 GMT

so the weather lately has been horrible. driving isn't even worth it. i couldn't even pick brooke up from work the other day because my car doors were frozen shut. aand it's forcasted not to stop any time soon. this fucking sucks.

but this weekend before it got too bad me and billy took rora sledding.

we made a "frosty"

little nuge

Fri, 18 Jan 2008 15:34:21 GMT

in october 2008 things are definitely going to be different
my sunfire's going to have a permanent car seat. haha

but anyway, i got a new phone number. ask for it

Thu, 10 Jan 2008 19:45:44 GMT

fuck. me and nuge got mono.

and i have no clue where i'm going to school anymore. haha

Sat, 25 Aug 2007 03:38:02 GMT

new life, new livejournal.

Thu, 02 Aug 2007 04:00:37 GMT

rip. dreadies :(

the ones in the back are already out. they'll all be out by the 15th- my court date.

you can bet your ass they'll be back in within the first week i'm in philly though. next time i want smaller, more even dreads. and now i know what i'm doing so they won't look like shit. so i guess it's a good thing.

Sat, 14 Jul 2007 09:42:30 GMT

fight club
est. summer 07

Sat, 30 Jun 2007 19:40:50 GMT

so i'm finally 18. it came fast though, thank god. i finally can buy my cigarettes on my own time. things at home have been going good. we have fun, watch cartoons, invent our own food. gas money's a bitch. but i started at the ball field the other day, and my hours haven't been that bad. miight be going back to carole hochman. but probably not. right now i'm watching the fucking pokemon movie. (the first one) family fued would be on right now if it were a weekday. i really like how i just hang out lately. i mean, idk. things change. it might not be better exactly, but sometimes just change is good. i like right now because i know things are going change in august again too. i'm really excited for college. my mom's getting rid of the house, so everythings going to have to be packed up and out by the 18th. i'll be sad to see this house gone too. i've lived here for the past 5 years. that's a while for me and my mom; we used to always be on the move. oh well, it's been fun. she's now moving in with her new boyFriend in loyalsock. he's nice, she likes him. it works. i think things are all going to work out, given time.

Mon, 04 Jun 2007 19:54:37 GMT

i seriously can not wait to get the fuck out of this place.

some thoughts

Wed, 23 May 2007 00:33:46 GMT

i used to think that i would be a laid back mother just beause thats how i would've wanted my mom to be and stuff. but today, drew and mary took skrinkles to ryan roup's house (who has skrinkles's mom &dad) and the whole time i thought about her and if she's okay and when they're coming home and stuff.

also, pine cones are like, the wierdest looking things ever.

Sat, 19 May 2007 03:09:02 GMT

i told my mom how the other day skrinkles, my cat, killed a mouse. and my mom responded "i'm so proud of her!!"
i said not uh-, especially because skrinkles woke me up playing with it on my fucking bed.
my mom said "oh! i'm even PROUDER of her!"

:(

anyway, jake's in welsborrrreoeoe. & i'm bored.
he's like, the most amazing person on the planet.

Tue, 08 May 2007 12:57:10 GMT

yeeeah. there goes my motivation.

Sun, 06 May 2007 05:34:03 GMT

YO. i'm bored.
jake's down the road at chris's house and i'm waiting for him to call so i can pick him up.

there was no point to this.

Tue, 01 May 2007 00:24:42 GMT

tomorrow is the first day of may and that means there's only--
(SARA & MIKEY IS 820 RIGHT NOW!!!!)
and that means there's only like, 25 more days left of highschool. of school. forever. june 7th and i'm outtttttttt.

and i can't fucking wait :)

Sun, 29 Apr 2007 23:07:28 GMT

whoa. i just found a fucking BIRD in my house. hahah
i have no idea how it got in here

Sun, 15 Apr 2007 02:38:02 GMT

when i get older i'm going to publish a book. on every page there's just going to be a one or two line thought. that's seriously like, how i think.

Thu, 12 Apr 2007 18:21:12 GMT

THINGS TO KEEP LIVING FOR:

- jacob anthony anthony kiernan-mccauley. him and everything he says to me and the way he makes me feel safe and sound and that everything is okay.
- coming home to my mutant kitty
- the food i'm eating right now
- the future. i just have to keep telling myself six months ISN'T that long. i still have: college, my own place, a puppy, kids, and the rest of my life to look forward to.
- my mom's getting nicer. (too bad it took probation for that to happen)
-FRIENDS. we can still hang out and have fun doing other things than smoking. i guess. no, jk
- april 19th. vicodine.
-jake.

Fri, 30 Mar 2007 02:07:09 GMT

There are times when the world slips out of control. It's like an accident that is happening too quickly, and you can't stop it, you can't think about it, you have no choice but to lean back and watch as everything changes forever.

All you can do is wait for the ride to end, the car to crash, the world to stop.
-james st. james

life updates: new kitty. i'm pretty sure her name is skrinkle. she's grey and white and has two extra toes on each foot. she likes to climb on stuff, but doesn't like to eat or step in a littterbox. she keeps walking on the keyboard when i type. anddd. she's really cute. ahah, she makes me happy.
also, yesterday this lady came to my house to talk about the court shiz. 6 months probhation and 24 hours community service. i wanna volunteer at the no-kill shelter. but ugh. 6 months. spring break, prom, graduation, smoking in the darkroom, my birthday, and the whole fucking summer. it ends when i go to college. so as of right now, i can not fucking wait to get there. but idk. this sucks. yesterday my mom told me that i can't move out, when like a couple weeks ago she was threatening kicking me out. wtf? but once i brought up june 29th, she basically said that we wouldn't communicate ever again after that. yeah, i'm cool with that.

Wed, 21 Mar 2007 04:07:11 GMT

she'll be here in a week!! :D